The Wednesday Word is: QUIET
For years I have been a community advocate and stood for the rights of others - mentally ill, developmentally disabled, Veterans, LGTBQ+, homeless women, children, human rights, and countless others. For me, it is my way of honoring the process of my journey. I have empathy and compassion, which helps me help others. While I may never know what your life experiences are like, I can speak up for you as a human being with rights. If you feel I cannot speak for you, then I supportively stand next to you, using my tools when called upon. I tend to be the quiet in the storm, but my quiet is always percolating.
Ironically, by some in my community, I am called 'The Quiet Lady'. This is because I teach meditation. That once quieted voice now speaks out against injustices to all and equality for all, yet is also the restorative centering people need in order to heal. I am beginning to understand it is because of my history that the world needs me. The world needs the boisterous, soul shakers, too. They make sure the world is listening. So, are you listening? Or have you tuned us out?
I used to be a boisterous soul shaker. At age 12, I picketed the proposed site of a dump, which I am happy to say still has not been built. For all the rebellious luster I had within, one day God said to me: "Be quiet. Be still. They will come. They will need you." And I said recently, "God, I am mad! I'm angry. I need to scream!!! Why are you doing this?" I even told God I didn't like people. No answer. I felt like He too was ignoring me. Today, in the quiet of this morning God whispered to me again. "Be quiet. Be still. They will come. They need you."
So, I wait. I am quiet. Fuming inside at the injustice, the inequality, the outrage, the chains which still bind and hold others back. I'm quiet. I'm still. Uncertain, but trusting. I'm praying. I'm holding signs, but saying no words, because cannot adequately address the injustice and hatred. I'm at a loss for how to help. My voice may not vibrate out with words, but my soul is radiating love, compassion and kindness, hoping people will be called to my light, knowing in me and my practice, the quiet is the tool needed to heal and my four walls are the sanctuary to restore your shaken soul.
Lastly, never let anyone silence you. Never.
No one knows your heart except you and God. If someone is interpreting your words a way which was not of your intention, have a conversation with one another, or choose to ignore their ignorance. If your actions do not match your words, the conversation which needs to be had takes place in the mirror. God already knows. You stopped listening.
May your voice find the freedom you deserve.
May the quiet never silence you.
May the quiet with in you bring resolve.
May the peace in your heart bring balance to the changes our world needs.
Amen & Namaste